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Caleb J. Andrews
Artist | Student | Digital Art
Eats italian food with chopsticks.

FINALLY MADE IT INTO COLLEGE!!!

Has been drawing on and off for the past years, mostly digital. Autodidact and working with Adobe Photoshop since the beginning.

Current focus is on Comics and Graphic Novels featuring wolf and canine protagonists. Also landscape drawing and illustration.

Favorite category: Science fiction, Fantasy, Anthro, Horror

Current Residence: under your blanket, watching you sleep
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Operating System: Windows 7
Personal Quote: "Fuck this shit, I'm going home!"

DO NOT THANK ME FOR A FAV OR A WATCH! I WOULDN'T WATCH/FAV YOU IF I DIDN'T LIKE WHAT I SEE AND I AM SURE YOU APPRECIATE IT! THEREFORE TELLING ME SO IS A WASTE OF TIME!

Dodged a bullet... and FAILURE!!!! WOOH

Journal Entry: Mon Mar 23, 2015, 5:03 PM
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So yeah, this is a rant and awesome journal. A twofer so to speak.

Also, be advised, this journal is explicit. Meaning: I got a pottymouth.:dummy:

First the rant:

Day has been shitty. I want to give all I am still owing art a heads up that I am swarmed with college work and I will leave for home on saturday. I will of course try to keep working on commissions while at home but it will be slow since we got another assignment with a short deadline to finish. Also, I will be spending over 8 hours at college on wednesday which means I will mostlikely NOT do shit on that day after getting home. :/

Well, that was a heads-up, not the rant. The rant is this:
This afternoon my sister called to tell me that mom was involved in an accident. Great, as per the norm I am the last to know. She got run over by a car this morning on her way to work and admitted to the hospital. Since I left for college my mother is living completely alone, although she still has my two dogs I couldn't take with me. So, after the accident the hospital called my brother who doesn't live far away. So far so good. But as soon as the words "not life threatening" were ushered he didn't even  go to the hospital. What he did was to call THE ONLY FUCKING RELATIVE THAT LIVES 400 FUCKING MILES AWAY AND DOESN'T GIVE A SHIT!!!! He neither contacted me nor my sister. He KNOWS that mom lives alone and that she has two dogs to take care of. After all she was admitted over night in the hospital. His only offer was to send his damn girlfriend over to the house to let my dogs out. People who know me know this: I DO NOT LET ANYONE AROUND MY DOGS WITHOUT ME PRESENT!!! Especially not a person I DO NOT FUCKING KNOW!!!!! The only people I let alone with my dogs are my mom and my sister. Both dogs are not neccessarily the easiest to get along with and they are protective of their home. And big.

So, my mom still in hospital and my brother totally useless as always made my mom's boss call my useless brother to make him go visit mom. The only reason mom wanted him there was that he could call me and my sis. He didn't call me, but at least my sis, who in return dropped her work and drove all the way over to the hospital. Funny enough my brother forgot to mention that my mom already decided to dodge the hospital and ran off. Sis had to walk around the hospital to find out but mom made it home safely. Guess I got my love for hospitals from her.

Long story short, my sister is staying with mom till wednesday. She has to go back home by then. I will get there on saturday, sis will be able to make it back on tuesday the following week. I would be able to go there on thursday already but a day before I already bought my train ticket for saturday and I cannot afford to buy another one to go on thursday. :/

What makes me angry is the fact that my brother works not even a mile down the road and couldn't even be fucking bothered to drop his work to visit mom but my sister just dropped her work to drive 120miles home.

And I am sick of burying family members so she better not drop dead until I get there. :shakefist:

Also I thought I'd be the first who'd end up in hospital.

Not feeling that good right now, I am wasting my time and trying to distract myself a bit with work and music...


...which leads me to the fun part:


BREAKING BENJAMIN IS FUCKING BACK!!!!! NEW SINGLE CAME OUT TODAY AND IT IS AWESOME!!!

Single's name is Failure, which explains the journal title.


-An angry and frustrated CJ, over and out



"The only thing that separates us from the animals...is we have pornography."
-Chuck Palahniuk
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"Kill me or fuck, don't tease me with both and give me neither."

  • Mood: Hostile
  • Listening to: Breaking Benjamin - Failure
  • Eating: Anything with sugar
  • Drinking: Coffee, LOTSA COFFEE

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animaldeathnote Featured By Owner Mar 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Aaaa omg thanks so much for the watch!!
Ive been a huge fan of your work for so long haha, im totally honored :thanks:
Keep up your awesome work!
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T0xicEye Featured By Owner Mar 7, 2015  Student Digital Artist
^^ Always love to hear when people like my work.

And you're welcome.
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SilintWolf Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
OMG Thanks so much for the watch, I love your art work SO MUCH!!! 
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T0xicEye Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Student Digital Artist
c: Glad to hear when someone likes my art.
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Noxivaga Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
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