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Indefinite Hiatus
Just an update. As mentioned some time ago I probably won’t be active at all around here as things happened and I cannot draw right now anyway. No use in checking a gallery I won’t update anyway. For any questions regarding usage of my art, characters or purchasing my P2U Linearts via PayPal, please contact me directly through this email: yedaji_nikopol@yahoo.com The reason for my absence, in case anyone even gives a shit (I surely don’t anymore): I tried to study this year, software engineering. Applied, got enrolled and spent fucking MONTHS trying to secure funding. Applied for loans, in my home country, in foreign countries, Peer2Peer, questionable, unquestionable, scholarships, anything. Got nothing. Had to cancel my enrollment today, because with lack of funding I am over the time I could still start anyways. It was my last chance. I tried everything these past years. All I have to show is several places I almost but not quiet made it. Fucking wanted to join the army. They
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Tried to draw again for the first time since months. Been sitting in front of an empty canvas for three hours now. Sorry to the three ppl still watching this gallery, but it seems like I lost what little inspiration I had left. My last chance at a future has been taken from me as well. College starts in two weeks and despite immense efforts I couldn't get any kind of financing for it for living expanses (fun fact: I wouldn't study art in case anyone would be wondering). Can't even get a shady bank loan. Thought at least they would give me money. As it stands now I will have to ex-matriculate in a few weeks. If I drop off the earth again, you know why now. Not much reason to keep up with a gallery if I cannot draw anymore anyways.
Status Update!
Hey, so, apparently I am back. Or something. Bare with me. I just recently started drawing again and trying to catch up on things. Trying to get back into some form of normality here. I nuked my whole notification center and probably will do the same with all the older notes, since I won't be able to catch up with all that. If you have sent me a note with something important and it has already been sometime since you sent it, please resent it or answer to this journal. In the meantime watch out for some new art to come.
Do not stand at my grave and weep...
I am not there. I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow.
I am the diamond glints on snow.
I am the sunlight on ripened grain.
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush
I am the swift uplifting rush
Of quiet birds in circled flight.
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry;
I am not there. I did not die.
Stehe nicht an meinem Grab und weine.
Ich bin nicht dort, ich schlafe nicht.
Ich bin wie tausend Winde, die wehen.
Ich bin das diamantene Glitzern des Schnees.
Ich bin das Sonnenlicht.
Ich bin der sanfte Herbstregen.
Ich bin der Morgent
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Thank you for allowing me to feature you and your amazing work! keep up the fantastic art